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I should feel very productive today, like I used to want to but… I’m not. Is something wrong with that. I got a lot done today, what everyone would want me to be on track of, but… I feel empty. I don’t feel I progressed how I want to today, in the spiritual realm that is. Doing so will make my soul happy. Writing to you all now makes me very happy.

I was too much in the rat race today. I felt very drained by the time I came home at almost 1 in the afternoon. But I did so much, materialistically.

I feel better, more on track now being home. Then again that’s when I feel like I’m more myself when I’m by myself. Of course I like being around others…BUT..things have changed now, I’m much more different now.

What am I grateful for today? Hmmm I exercised slightly, helps bring my vibration up. Strengthens my bones, tones my muscles- actually forms them lol, and I worked on my pooch (Stomach)today. Hopefully a little each day, I’ll feel more confident in regard to everything about me, my posture, my progress on my balance, and my soul. Then again, our body is just a shell, an outer layer to our soul.

I tried to be non-judgmental today. That’s my new daily thing to do. I remind myself each moment to be non-judgmental when I feel I’m venturing away from that goal. It’s not hard for me, almost like riding a bike and easier each moment.

LOL I can’t even ride a bike now. I guess I was absorbing other bike riders and my ex, so in a sense, they made me “great at it”. Now that I’m not around any bicycle riders, I fell twice already lol. Maybe again one day.

I absorbed a lot when I was younger, I didn’t even realize they weren’t my hobbies, but to those people I would hang out with. The empath life I tell ya. At least Cooking I can be grateful for as I know it’s my own hobby. Thank you Lord! Lol. Anyways, I have to feed Bree Bree and hop in the shower, I have dinner plans.

One more thing before I forget, a big Thank you to all the psychics who taught me how to shield myself to prevent the absorption of others-especially all their negativity. It’s 75% efficient. I still get exhaustingly tired but at least I get to go home and recoup. I also thank Cynthia Taylor Scott for teaching me to scrub with shower gel and sea salt to scrub away the negativity. I forget who taught me to wear grounding jewelry or smudge sage to gather others’ negativity in the smoke and open a window to release it all. Meditation and yoga definitely helped me in grounding me and giving me a peace of mind. Thank you. These are all life savers.